You were never one to express your true feelings
You were never one who talked much
You were never one who hugged and caressed me
Nor were you one who asked questions

You are and will always be a stranger in my life
An intimate stranger

You were always in my life
Yet it felt like you were never there
Your presence was but only a ghost
lingering

There have been times when I have asked myself
Who is that stranger opening the door?
Who is that stranger crossing the household?



Even so,
I hope you forgive me for my ignorance,
I hope you forgive me of my errors



I'm sorry.




Thank you.

I'm giving one to you and one to him...
Hoping that our friendship will last for forever and a day^^



\(^O^)/

This post is for someone...
But I dunno whether that someone will read my post
Haizzz...

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Tell me...
Every time you stare at yourself in the mirror
Have you ever noticed the many changes in you?
Have you?

Perhaps yes, perhaps no
Although you may not have noticed your own changes
But I have, we have!

You have changed over time!
Within months, everything about you has changed!
You no longer have the same air of innocence lingering about
You no longer bare the same facial expressions
We, no longer share the same view points

Everything about you has changed
style
expressions
features
viewpoints
aura
speech
personality

and most of all
your heart has truly changed

Is it for the better?
I do not know
Only you hold the answer to all our questions
Perhaps you are shaping another personality
Reshaping yourself to face tougher challenges in the future

Is this a game to you?
Are you rebuilding a new avatar in a game?
Or are you carving a new mask to hide yourself from the world?

Or may I ask, is this the true you?
Have you taken of your fake mask now
Bathing us for so long in your many lies?
I hope this is not the truth.

You may deny us with excuses
You may say that we are accusing you without solid evidences
You may say that this is time's fault
Is it really?

Is time really that cruel and cold hearted?
Has time caged you with metal bars
and pulled you along the ever changing horizons?
Is it really time's fault that you have changed that much?
Or is that my fault?
If it is then I'm truly sorry.

You may say that we do not truly understand you
You may say that we have no right to call ourselves your friends
You might even be ashamed of us

But let me tell you,
In this world,
no one person can truly understand another human being
No matter how close they are
No matter how many centuries they have spent together
Each person is born to this world
equipped with different personalities and viewpoints
No two persons are they same

Thus, no one truly understands each other

So now let me ask you this one question.
Why have you changed that much in such a short time?
Why?


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Praises of strangers make your heart flutter,
snide remarks of true friends make your heart wither;
so which do you think I am?

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P/s: Is our friendship really as brittle as I think it is?