Sometimes I think

What would happen if time stopped?

Would we still be able to live on??

To me

Time is like a melody

When the second or third note is played

The first note fades slowly away

Even though the needle of the clock still stops at the same position

It is never the same again

Although the date of today is the same as last year's today

But it is still different

Nothing can be the same

Indeed

Time waits for nobody

Sometimes it's slow like a snail

Sometimes it's fast like a leopard on wheels

The clock wheels of time are unstoppable

No matter who hard you try

You can never wind back time

Even the strongest man fail to do so

No matter how hard I try to grasp onto time

It still escapes my clutches

All my past memories

Still fade with time...




Hahax
Don't mind me
I was bored so I came up with this lousy junk^^

There are so many targets in life

They change often and differ greatly

After one target is achieved

we lose it

And move on further

to another

One either wins or loses

It depends on the person himself

Once you've missed it

There's no turning back

Each target is like a turning point in life

Where we learn to accept new changes

New possibilities

New responsibilities

New people

There are times after one has achieved their target

Which at the same time they lose it

They turn around

and find out that they miss all those turning points



And I do miss them!!!!!!!

Arghhhh!!!

=.=

I really miss those times before and during SPM^^

Now my target is gone and I have to find another one again...

Haizzz...

Feelings fade in time

They're fragile

I knew that from the start

But still I told myself it wasn't true

It was a tiny crush

I knew

Whenever he smiled or talked

My heart skipped a beat

My heart thumped so hard on my ribcage

I was afraid he might hear

We laughed, talked, argued, sang

Together

No one knew about these feelings

I kept them to myself

He knew until I told

They knew it too

When he found out

He told me

'It will fade in time'

Perhaps he was right

But I denied it

I wanted it too last forever

But now

That feeling is gone

Faded, gone with the wind

Some things are meant to be

but some are not

Perhaps this is one of those



My feelings are changing with the wind...


p/s: Some of this is true but some aren't^^

Rain

It has been raining

Perhaps it's because of the monsoon

When it rains

It seems as if the sky is crying

It's tears are falling

The rain droplets signify tears

I feel sad

I try to put on a cheerful smile

But still the sadness remains

Sad memories overflow my mind

My tears flow like the rain droplets

But still

I like it when it rains

I know I've changed

Have I changed for the better??

I dunno

Perhaps some have noticed

Perhaps there are those that aren't aware

Everything about me is changing

I've noticed that

I used to like crowded places

I used to like to play the fool

I used to like the noise of life

But now

I've changed

I no longer adore the many expressions of people

I no longer want to be surrounded by people

I want to hide my true self from everyone

My view about the world is different

But I keep these view points to myself

I'm still being cheerful

But that's just a mask on the outside

I may not have changed much on the outside

But deep down I'm feeling cold

I know it in my mind's eye





...I've changed...




p/s: Not everything is true, some are true but some aren't

When my head touches the pillow

My body feels incredibly heavy

As if there's a weight on top of me

My eyelids are heavy too

They close the moment the lights are turned off

But somehow

my mind is still wide awake

It's still active

Aware of my surroundings

There seems to be a switch that is still turned on

And I can't find a way to turn it off

During the long hours of the night

My body is already numb

But still my mind floats about at the entrance

The feeling of being asleep is like falling into a dark abyss

But now it feels like I'm only floating

Hours pass by

I'm still awake

It feels as if I've injected myself with caffeine

...


...I can't sleep...


Help

This is an experimental blog^^
Cause I dare not use my original one for experiments...

Haha...

I think I'll use this one to post my stories...
Yes??