Changes

I know I've changed

Have I changed for the better??

I dunno

Perhaps some have noticed

Perhaps there are those that aren't aware

Everything about me is changing

I've noticed that

I used to like crowded places

I used to like to play the fool

I used to like the noise of life

But now

I've changed

I no longer adore the many expressions of people

I no longer want to be surrounded by people

I want to hide my true self from everyone

My view about the world is different

But I keep these view points to myself

I'm still being cheerful

But that's just a mask on the outside

I may not have changed much on the outside

But deep down I'm feeling cold

I know it in my mind's eye





...I've changed...




p/s: Not everything is true, some are true but some aren't